''DON'T YOU TOUCH, SOMEBODY'S LIFE IF YOU WILL DERTROY THE FEELINGS..!!"

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 Kehidupan kita adalah pantulan atau bayangan atas tindakan kita, 

Hidup akan memberikan kembali segala sesuatu yang telah kita berikan kepadanya,

Hidup bukan sebuah kebetulan, 

Tapi sebuah BAYANGAN dirimu,

So..............Lakukan yang terbaik buat hidup menjadi lebih berarti..:)(^_^)

Love hurts when you break up with someOne, 

Hurts even More when Someone break up with you, 

But  Love hurts the mOst when the person you love has no idea How you feel...^_*

When it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me,

The problem is that as much as i can't force you to love me,

i can't force myself to stop loving you...:)

i don't know, when i gonna die?
maybe 2 or 3 days again, or 2 or 3 month, 3 or 4 years again, or maybe 40 or 50 years again.....
i ever , make a wish...... when last days my wish will be happen... ''i just wanna die'' around me...
just look like not care with me... my family, my friends... i don't know who are they??
they are don't know i'm sick or not... i'm affraid or not... i don't know when i die,
are they know??? i hope i die in my sleep.... i'm not feel i'm sick, sadness.....
i'm die in the calm down.......
i hope they're will be always remember me, but i don't think so they're do that.....
i just wanna die in the young age....
for all my family....i love you all..
for all my friends...i don't think so you will remind me...
i'm very disappointed with my friends, i don't have friends, mmmm...........
special friends.. my friends just look like a wind blowing around me...
coming and disapear..........................................................................................
please give me pray, to me...........when i'm die?? and i dont need friends, actually....
yeach................i dont know what i feel.. i hate they are, they're look like hidden enemis...
i just wanna feel fly to heaven...........
my life is flat.....i can't feel my life... it's beautiful or not.. i dont know..
i hope, before i die, i can say goodbey to all my family and everybody i love.....
i don't know about they're life, without me... i think.......... everythings gonna be ok....
i just like air..... i can't they're feel just can they're use..
THIS IS JUST MY PRAY TO GOD BEFORE I GONNA DIE...
I WISH AND I HOPE " GOD HAPPEN WHAT I WANT"((^__^))

LOVE AND LOYALTY

**do you believe somebody who love you can always love you and always loyalty to you for all they are life?**
  *this is real story can inspiring you*

12 years ago bad trouble in my life is happen. Now, i can see and together with they are again.Something happen with my merried,and then i let her and our baby.I remember that day,when i am not say anything and just let her go.I'm actually very hard to do but that's the best way that crossed my mind.12 years without communication, and knowing my existence he remained faithful to me.I also never forget her and our baby.I also always loyal her not care another woman who loves me like she loves me. 

I think 12 years is enough for me to hide from my family and her.now I'm back her and tried to re-arrange our lives are ever broken.She is accept my apology.I hope our lives gonna happy ending.

**From my best friend real story**
** I hope he lives, now gonna happy ending**

Gift for Kimberly

All about girl and pink, i give to Kimberly. Happy birthday for Kimberly. I hope you happy with gift from me.
Always be a smart child, grow up with happiness from peoples around you, love and care with your parent, and people around you,will be what you want and always say thank you to god to everything god give to your life. Happy birthday honey.

wild plants around my home

I call this flower "wild pink". I dont know what the true name, I call like that because this flower unik and have pink leaf. I find this flower in the forest.

 I call this plant "wild orchid". The flower look like orchid but the leaf is different from another orchid. I find this plant in the forest around my place.

Icall this plant"love leaf".I like this plant have leaf look like love. This plant grow up around my home.

 Unik plant, have pink young leaves. Its so amazing. One tree have 2 colors of leaves.

Amazing wild plant. Have purple flower, litle size and seed look like bean.

              Pumkin flowers.

This flowers is pumkin flowers. I find in backyard my home.

i love you

honey...

i love you at the first sign

we crash together

you look at me

with your beautiful eyes

with your beautiful smile

you say hello

but i turn to go

i know we will meet again

cause i always hope

you gonna be my soulmate

and my feeling

its true
in every my pray
i wish you are my soulmate
 forever and together

About something i love

 Purple borneo orchid

Be a girl. Be a somebody love feminine. Love shopping. Love fashion. And the last is love flowers...

beautiful dolpin.... i hope, can see dolpin bay....

when i can see dolpin bay??....indonesia was participate in Golden Dolpin (London,17-20 feb'11)
indonesia was many natural wealth..i wanna see dolpin bay in Bunaken lake...but when i can see??

peoples around me...

''ring..ring..ring..'' my phone is ringing.
''hello'' i answer.
''why my file lost??? i dont know why? where my file? would you help me??'' somebody panic in the phone....my sister speaking continously...
''how can?''i ask.''ok i will help you" i answer relax.
"i dont know,how can. yesterday my computer is ok.maybe somebody break my computer" i hear,she is still panic..
"ok.ok.ok.search in your computer the name of file.ok.wait a minutes the computer find your file." i give help.
"hohohohohoho...how?" she dont understand
"right klik start in the taksbar,search.ok...you can?" i said in my phone
"yeah.i got it.... i got it...thank you honey...hahahahaha" she laugh and end the telephone.
                 *10 minute later*
"ring..ring..ring" my phone ringing again. i see in the phone screen SMS coming.
i read SMS from my best friend. that SMS contain :
"please help me friend....this is emergency time..i know you can help me.. find theme to my next design. please help me dear. i wait!!!"
i reply my friend SMS :
"ok. honey. i think the next theme is about nature. nature is great theme i think. i hope you can sucsess with your next design."
she reply my SMS :
"i know you have great idea. this theme is amazing. thank you dear, you are my best friend. i will always depend you.hahahaha"
"omg. i am happy can help you my friend." i end that SMS.

*i wanna tell you more about my day....but, please visit my blog again*

I will fill this blog with writing short stories